Glowing Souls...

There is a glow…

a shimmering light that only some produce…

something so great that my words will never come close to explaining to you.

It's the only true magic I've seen any human produce.

It's the miracle of a seed slowly coming to life as the days turn to nights,

the breath of a first born,

the true sensation of happiness,

where the life around you slows to a brimming speed…



it's pure,

it's natural,

never forced,

attractable,

and unfortunately not contagious.

Life needs more of these innocent souls of beaming radiance…



Now I may tell you that when you feel this light,

your life is at peace,

rest of anxiety and fears,

as a feather would be, blowing gently, with a sparkling river below…

Ease of a smile comes with a moment to be paused appears, and tears of joy finally fall from the heart…

Just the feeling you get when you lay in bed on a rainy night and daze out the window and all your sorrows turn to joys…



It all seems…

easy,

meaningful,

worthwhile of the time given…



and overall…

thankful for all of you...

Lovers Touch, Leaves me Broken

First meet me in a cafe, undress me with your beautiful eyes (but don't let me see)

Then get to know my heart, personality, habits.

Grow with me over the years.

Record a memory with every place we land.

Speak well of me and teach me many new things.

Be creative with the places you take me.

Speak to me in a whisper towards my ear.

Never tell me you love me.

Touch me only with the breath you produce.

Let it linger around my neck and gently kiss my collar.

Let me taste your lips ever so slightly,

while you caress my body in adventurous ways never yet thought of.

You may pull my hair, but not to hard just enough to let me know your in charge.

Throw me onto the wet ground and have your way.

Let the wet grass be the bed of lust and the moonlight be the witness to the unknown event.

As the rain beats down on our backs let it lead to more screaming of your name.

Then when your finished, kiss me once more, on the forehead, before you leave me forever.

Never call me or answer my messages.

I'll make it easy for you.

I'm finished, you gave me what I wanted, now leave me forever.

Wants of Someday--"Gathered Senses"

I want to feel his arms holding me close, his lips and his body over mine.

I want to sleep all night next to him with only a couple of nightmares so I can wake up to his voice telling me its all going to be okay, then steady my heart to his.

I want him to touch me all over and make my temptations so hard to control.

I want to see him smile every time he looks in my direction.

I want to give him everything I can to make him happy.

I want to smell his scent when he leaves me for times at a time.

I want him to come back to me with open arms and his sweet breath to remind me how much I've missed him.

I want all my senses to be triggered when I see you, as I trigger yours.

Gentle as he lays

His caressing of my skin so gently, my eyes feel so heavy as I lay there--

He doesn't stop as he starts to kiss me softly on my shoulder with his head laying between it and my head--

Humming comes from within myself (a natural state of me becoming tired and very relaxed)--

He laces his offwhite fingers around mine without me knowing it, totally out of body at this point--

Hypnotized by just his presense I can't but bare to stare into his look back towards me--

History began before this moment but 'our' history was just beginning--

Hoarding my very heart in his hand I can't help but to hate and love every minute of it all--

Homogeneous to one's thoughts, paces, beats, and grins...

Hopeing it all will never end--

Hearing his heart beat so loudly as I just lay I began to feel it against my own--

Heated by the moment mine begins to scroll a very few paces faster but his begins to catch up and quickly--

Half way there I loose myself and demand to be held closer and take things to a slower pace to enjoy it all over again--

He doesn't agree, desires grew and the rush came, and hard, thrills overseek my body and I only want more--

Holding me close in his arms once again, his deep breath against my hair, he gives out a gracious smile and kisses me on my forehead and holds me till I slip into another tranquil rest--

Ultimate Mate

Bleed from the stone and capture us all.
Sometimes weeping to what will listen, I wonder if I should set foot.
Take me play with my emotions, teach me, sing to me, gather your body close to mine.
Make us laugh uncontrollably, remove my articles and touch me in places you’ve never seen. 
Just smile in my direction.
Meet myself and love it as much as you can, so much my mind will cease to remember anything else.
Embrace the touch I give, to make you stand on end.
Talk as if no one is listening and feel guilty because I am.

To my love
To my adventurous partner
To my Ultimate Mate.
I am ready.

Replay of Today for Tomorrow

It feels as if death has casted itself over my mind and being-

I was lead to a beautiful place with recollections of certain points.

My connection to the outside world is lost and the recovery of touching ones soul
from the past is gone and misinterrpreted.

Reaching for any insight of what I used to know and roam is gone- no physical connection,
no waking to the same days, not even the voices of what I used to know.

I strive to hold onto that past not to let go of the ones that really don't even care about
my soul of being of what once was. Its new and yet exciting but where was the memorial?

Selfish for what my reasons have-It just showed me that my life truely was not what I was
trying for, far from actually. I had yet to touch one person.

Now I try again.